I don’t know what really came over me to write this article, maybe a longing-ness in my heart to express my great love for HIM. A lot of times, my heart gets broken because of the wrong words that I choose to speak for my faith and the words just fall apart, I’m not able to express the right words that truly reflect who Jesus is in my life. It makes me cry when I’m not able to stand up for Jesus the way I want to, my boldness shrinks and the tone of my voice becomes defensive. I feel bad when I am questioned and I cannot answer, I do believe that I am not fully biblically equipped for a lot of spears being thrown at me by a mob (that’s how I feel when questioned by family, friends, etc. about my faith). For those Christians out there who know what I’m talking about, it’s some kind of persecution that is not obvious but piercing through the heart… that makes you end up saying, “Lord Jesus, I’m sorry I wasn’t able to defend you the way you should have been”. But nevertheless, I know my Jesus continues to love me and them. And He touches my heart to let me understand and allow me to be drawn to Him and His word more and more, though it may be difficult to memorize a lot of verses but if the heart is strong, then so will be my will to do so.
So now, let me speak of my conviction, of who Jesus truly is in my life. His name is more than just any name for me, for when I call on Him, he’s there 24/7; watching, listening, guiding, directing, and protecting. My father may have failed me so many times, yet despite circumstances in my life and my family, I know my Heavenly Father remains faithful to me no matter how sinful and disappointing I’ve been. I don’t think I’d be able to understand God’s love if it wasn’t for Jesus, for HE IS GODS LOVE TO BEGIN with. So many questions out there contradicting His authority, His grace and mysteries of His life, but let me ask this question, “Does answering any of those questions even guarantee us that they’d believe anything we say about our faith?” Honestly, in a generation so full of different “truths” it becomes confusing distinguishing truth from falsehood. But I know one truth is for real and that’s in John 14:6 and I quote, “Jesus is the way, the truth and the life, no one comes to father except through HIM.”
I know there are so many unanswered questions and assumptions regarding Jesus, but why waste our time finding answers when we have the choice to just believe with a childlike attitude and wait for the answers until we reach the finish line (Heaven). A lifetime of faith rather than a lifetime of questions will actually lead us to the answer to the questions that we’re looking for, and for those who won’t take that chance to open their doors to Jesus will end up not knowing the answer at all. In a world where the “truths” of man are doubtful, we really have only one TRUTH to lean on to, that’s Jesus. And to be able to know Jesus is to know God’s word.
I know many question the authenticity of the bible, but I also know that there is no need to because God is too mighty to allow anything to corrupt His word. Scholars, historians and scientists even have their word on its authenticity based on accuracy and integrity of when they were written. Revelation 22:18-19 also has its say on those who try to alter the bible as well. Brothers and Sisters, have faith and leave the questions unanswered for now for in the end, He’ll answer everything you need to know before you even ask, just believe for it is grace, through faith that God saves and not by the word of man nor his works.